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My Fourth Time, We Drowned

Seeking Refuge on the World’s Deadliest Migration Route

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My Fourth Time, We Drowned

By: Sally Hayden
Narrated by: Aoife McMahon
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WINNER OF THE ORWELL PRIZE

WINNER OF IRISH BOOK OF THE YEAR

SHORTLISTED FOR THE BAILLIE GIFFORD PRIZE

‘The most important work of contemporary reporting I have ever read’ SALLY ROONEY

The Western world has turned its back on refugees, fuelling one of the most devastating human rights disasters in history.

In August 2018, Sally Hayden received a Facebook message. ‘Hi sister Sally, we need your help,’ it read. ‘We are under bad condition in Libya prison. If you have time, I will tell you all the story.’ More messages followed from more refugees. They told stories of enslavement and trafficking, torture and murder, tuberculosis and sexual abuse. And they revealed something else: that they were all incarcerated as a direct result of European policy.

From there began a staggering investigation into the migrant crisis across North Africa. This book follows the shocking experiences of refugees seeking sanctuary, but it also surveys the bigger picture: the negligence of NGOs and corruption within the United Nations. The economics of the twenty-first-century slave trade and the EU’s bankrolling of Libyan militias. The trials of people smugglers, the frustrations of aid workers, the loopholes refugees seek out and the role of social media in crowdfunding ransoms. Who was accountable for the abuse? Where were the people finding solutions? Why wasn’t it being widely reported?

At its heart, this is a book about people who have made unimaginable choices, risking everything to survive in a system that wants them to be silent and disappear.

**This is Also a Love Story, the latest book from Sally Hayden is available to preorder now**

‘One of the most important testaments of this awful time in life's history’ EDNA O'BRIEN, author of The Little Red Chairs

‘A journalistic masterpiece … absolutely demands to be read’ MAX PORTER, author of Shy

Compassionate, brave, enraging … Hayden exposes the truth’ OLIVER BULLOUGH, author of Everybody Loves Our Dollars

©2022 Sally Hayden (P)2022 HarperCollins Publishers
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Praise for My Fourth Time, We Drowned:
Journalism of the most urgent kindFinancial Times
‘The triumph of the book is to inject a renewed urgency and moral clarity into a story most people think they are familiar with’ The Times
[A] devastating, moving and damning account of one of the tragedies of our age … Hayden never flinches in documenting human nature at its worst – its best is shown here, too’ Irish Independent
The most important work of contemporary reporting I have ever read … I hope that Sally Hayden's work can help to begin a radically new and overdue discussion about Europe's approach to migration and borders’ Sally Rooney, author of Intermezzo
Brilliant, hugely important reportage on the ongoing situation many of us try to tune out’ Marian Keyes, author of Grown Ups
‘What a devastating book about the catastrophic inhumanity of European migration policy. It’s a journalistic masterpiece. Shattering stories. It absolutely demands to be read … Essential’ Max Porter, author of Shy
Extremely good’ Mark O’Connell, author of Notes from an Apocalypse
Compassionate, brave, enraging, beautifully written and incredibly well researched. Hayden exposes the truth’ Oliver Bullough, author of Everybody Loves Our Dollars
One of the most important testaments of this awful time in life's history. It is both heartbreaking and stoic’ Edna O'Brien, author of The Little Red Chairs
‘This vivid chronicle … may make you cry, but it should make you angry … A blistering rebuke’ Lindsey Hilsum, author of I Brought the War with Me
A veritable masterclass in journalism … The most riveting, detailed and damning account ever written on the deadliest of migration routes’ Christina Lamb, author of Our Bodies Their Battlefields
‘Heart-stopping … A vital book for anyone who wants to feel what it means to be human in the 21st century’ Fintan O’Toole, author of We Don’t Know Ourselves
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Sally Hayden's extraordinary book illustrates the systems creating and controlling the experiences people have travelling to Europe to seek asylum. It will open your mind to the reality of human rights in Europe. Definitely read this book.

Extraordinary Book, Important story

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Incredibly researched, beautifully narrated, eye opening and harrowing. This is the book I will urge everybody I know to read this year.

Must read

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The narration is exceptional and helps bring this account to life. Interspersed with some real voices of people affected by this can’t, this book summarises the path to expose a determined deliberate human rights abuse. It’s not an easy listen, but by doing so at the very least, awareness is raised of something that was hidden for far too long. All your western troubles are thrown into perspective and your grasp on what you thought you knew is shaken. Please read it if you feel strong enough (it should come with many trigger warnings, so don’t if you’re not in a good place. ) if you are, try to bear witness and don’t look away. It’s a start to a conversation with our politicians and media about immigration and is sorely needed.

A shocking but necessary listen

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With some experience of working with refugees at the European borders, this book is an amazing contribution to informing mainly Europeans but also others about the reality of life at these borders, the back stories of those made to suffer there and providing an insight to the enormous challenge that settling into Europe represents for those in refugee situations. Sally cannot be considered ‘just’ another author. Gathering this account must have taken up her entire life for years and will inevitably be part of her life forever. I’m very thankful to her for making this sacrifice although all of us who are capable should do whatever we can to enlighten each other about such realities.

Everyone should read this.

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The suffering of asylum seekers and refugees in this account is shocking and so unnecessary. Successive governments in the EU have paid millions of pounds to facilitate human rights abuses. I found this appealing.

A unjust fight to keep asylum seekers from reachin

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