Episodes

  • Beyond "The One": Redefining Relationships as Growth and Authentic Choice with Relationship Facilitator Simone Milasas

    Beyond "The One": Redefining Relationships as Growth and Authentic Choice with Relationship Facilitator Simone Milasas
    Jun 5 2026
    Season 6, Episode 752: Beyond "The One": Redefining Relationships as Growth and Authentic Choice with author, business woman, and relationship facilitator Simone Milasas. Get her Book Relationship: Are You Sure That You Want One? Guest Bio: Simone Milasas is a best-selling author, international speaker, and relationship innovator known for her refreshingly honest and unconventional approach to love, intimacy, and life. For over two decades, she has facilitated classes around the world, empowering people to move beyond expectations, judgment, and dependency to create relationships based on choice, freedom, and true connection. She is the author of Relationship: Are You Sure That You Want One?, Joy of Business, and Getting Out of Debt Joyfully, and the creator of the Intimate Play for Lovers card deck. Simone's work has been featured in international media including Body and Soul, The Sunday Telegraph, Bloom TV, Thrive Global, Body+Soul, Mamamia, Sydney Morning Herald, and she brings a unique, nonjudgmental perspective that leaves listeners and readers feeling both empowered and deeply seen. To learn more, visit www.simonemilasas.com. Topics of Discussion: Beyond the Myth of "The One" Receiving True Kindness and Vulnerability Choose Joy and Stop Seeking Others' Approval Less Judgmental Through Listening to Others Creating Space and Asking for What You Need Relationships as Choice, Not Necessity Choosing Different in Relationships Five Elements of Intimacy in Relationships, applies to sex too Choose What Works for You, Not Society's Rules Money Shouldn't Define Your Relationships Living Without Regrets and Shame Sarah's New Books and Merchandise Projects, Relationship Sex Card Game Travel and Cultural Perspectives Across Continents Creating Intimate Play Cards for Connection Choose Your Own Life Path Being Fearless in Your Living Choices Key points: • The "one" narrative is a myth, relationships should be viewed as growth opportunities rather than fated soul mate connections, freeing people to make conscious, authentic choices instead of searching for a predetermined destiny. • Vulnerability is an act of bravery, not weakness, requiring people to reject societal judgment and cultivate intimacy elements (gratitude, trust, allowance, vulnerability, honor) first within themselves before sharing them. • Personal space and open communication about needs are essential to healthy relationships, including releasing limiting beliefs around jealousy and possession. You must also practice asking for what you want without shame. Podcast Host Ruan Willow: All Ruan's Links Shop Podcast Merchandise! Ruan's Store Get Ruan Willow's new dark romance suspense thriller fiction novel "Beach House Views" for only $0.99 (for a limited time only) universal link https://mybook.to/beachhouseviews ⁠Support the show and get exclusive content⁠ Sign up for Ruan's Newsletters ⁠https://subscribepage.io/ruanwillow Ryze coffee use code podna15 to get 15% OFF at (affiliate) https://www.ryzesuperfoods.com/ Get 10% OFF ENTIRE ORDER (min. purchase $69, no usage limits) with affiliate code RUANWILLOW10 on pleasure sex toys at https://www.kiiroo.com/ https://offers.feeliate.com/to92wTJh Affiliate link, collect your body's health and sexual health info with a wearable device for men from Firm Tech 15% OFF with affiliate code ruan15 ⁠⁠https://myfirmtech.com/ruanwillow⁠ Ruan's Book: Beach House Views: https://books.ruanwillowauthor.com/beachhouseviewsbook https://mybook.to/beachhouseviews All Ruan's books: Ruan's full length books, novellas, short stories, anthologies, and audiobooks Copyright Pink Infinity Publishing 2026. All Rights Reserved.
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    1 hr
  • Hot Summer Seductions, Storm Sex Erotic Improv Video

    Hot Summer Seductions, Storm Sex Erotic Improv Video
    Jun 2 2026

    Season 6, Episode 751: An erotic improv story about taking advantage of alone time together while in the basement to hide out from a summer storm. This story is from the audiobook (affiliate link) https://books.ruanwillowauthor.com/hotsummerseductionsaudiobook

    Get Ruan Willow's new dark romance suspense thriller fiction novel "Beach House Views" for only $0.99 (for a limited time only) universal link https://mybook.to/beachhouseviews

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    Ruan's Book:

    Beach House Views: https://books.ruanwillowauthor.com/beachhouseviewsbook https://mybook.to/beachhouseviews

    All Ruan's books: Ruan's full length books, novellas, short stories, anthologies, and audiobooks

    Copyright Pink Infinity Publishing 2026. All Rights Reserved.
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    38 mins
  • When was the last time you talked about sex with your partner? How to Break the Silence with Relationship Coach Monica Tanner

    When was the last time you talked about sex with your partner? How to Break the Silence with Relationship Coach Monica Tanner
    May 29 2026
    Season 6, Episode 750: When was the last time you talked about sex with your partner? In this episode, you will learn how to break the silence with tips and insights from relationship coach Monica Tanner. It's hard to talk about sex, our culture has made sure of that for us! And has done us ZERO favors in the process! Some truths from our chat include the following: the brain is your primary sexual organ (sexual satisfaction and intimacy depend more on mental engagement and psychological connection than physical mechanics), most people are unprepared for sexual communication (we are NOT taught or encouraged to do this), and self-pleasure is essential for partnered intimacy (we must LEARN about our bodies and pleasure pathways in order to communicate them to our partner). Come listen with an open mind, and leave with a plan to have better sex and intimacy with your partner! Guest Bio: Monica Tanner, Relational Life Therapy Certified, Relationship Coach and host of the Secrets of Happily Ever After podcast, transforms marriages with simple communication, connection, conflict resolution and commitment strategies. Her mission is to lower the divorce rate and improve marital satisfaction. Through her engaging podcast, new Amazon Best-Selling book, Bad Marriage Advice, vibrant social media community, and couple's coaching practice, Monica's expert guidance has impacted thousands of couples, by helping them ditch resentment and roommate syndrome and get back to living their happily ever after love story. Get the book Bad Marriage Advice (affiliate on Amazon): Bad Marriage Advice Book website: https://monicatanner.com Instagram: https://instagram.com/monitalksmarriage YouTube: https://youtube.com/@secretsofhappilyeverafter RUAN'S NEW BOOK RELEASE! Get PODCAST HOST Ruan Willow's new dark romance suspense thriller fiction novel "Beach House Views" for only $0.99 (for a limited time only) universal link https://mybook.to/beachhouseviews https://books.ruanwillowauthor.com/beachhouseviewsbook ⁠Support the show and get exclusive content⁠ Sign up for Ruan's Newsletters ⁠https://subscribepage.io/ruanwillow Get 10% OFF ENTIRE ORDER (min. purchase $69, no usage limits) with code RUANWILLOW10 on pleasure sex toys at https://www.kiiroo.com/ https://offers.feeliate.com/to92wTJh Affiliate link, collect your body's health and sexual health info with a wearable device for men from Firm Tech 15% OFF with code ruan15 ⁠⁠https://myfirmtech.com/ruanwillow⁠ Copyright Pink Infinity Publishing 2026. All Rights Reserved.
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    50 mins
  • Adult Performer Pixxxie LaRue on Extreme Fetish Work and Industry Safety, and Why Anal is Her Fave

    Adult Performer Pixxxie LaRue on Extreme Fetish Work and Industry Safety, and Why Anal is Her Fave
    May 27 2026

    Season 6, Episode 749: Adult Performer Pixxxie LaRue on Extreme Fetish Work, Industry Standards, and why she loves anal.

    This is a replay episode to get the video version onto podcast apps.

    What happens when a 4'10" performer becomes one of the industry's most sought-after extreme fetish specialists? In this candid interview, adult performer Pixxxie LaRue opens up about her blossoming career, releasing nine DVDs in just one year and specializing in controversial scenes like waterboarding.

    LaRue discusses the dual mindset required for extreme performances - maintaining professional awareness while sometimes becoming genuinely immersed in the experience. She emphasizes that **safety measures and consent are always paramount**, crediting Red Bottom Productions Studio for creating secure working environments.

    The conversation explores LaRue's journey of sexual exploration and how her work helps others discover new interests safely. She shares insights about her business-minded approach to the industry, leveraging her marketing background to create a unique niche rather than working through traditional agencies.

    LaRue also touches on important topics like women's sexual health, the role of self-exploration, and defending adult entertainment as both entertainment and educational content that promotes consent education. She discusses her recent AVN nomination and various platforms where fans can find her content, particularly recommending MintStars, a new sex worker-owned platform.

    Ready to hear more about navigating extreme fetish work safely and professionally? Listen to the full episode for LaRue's unfiltered insights into the adult entertainment industry.

    Timeline:

    00:00:00 - Introducing Pixxxie LaRue Adult Star

    00:02:08 - Exploring Extreme Kinks and Boundaries

    00:06:12 - Finding Pixie Larue Online

    00:25:03 - Consent and Communication in Adult Films

    00:27:15 - Extreme Adult Film Scene Discussion

    00:30:46 - Performing with Creativity and Authenticity

    00:35:58 - Choosing Authenticity Over Masking

    00:45:38 - Consent Makes Everything Better

    00:48:10 - Family Support in Adult Entertainment

    00:51:05 - Online Trolls Boost My Views

    01:03:15 - Positive Fan Impact and Representation

    Key takeaways:

    • LaRue maintains a complex dual mindset during extreme scenes, balancing professional awareness with genuine psychological immersion while filming

    • The adult industry has developed sophisticated safety protocols for extreme content, with studios like Red Bottom Productions prioritizing secure working environments

    • Sex workers are pioneering cryptocurrency-based platforms like MintStars to circumvent traditional financial restrictions and maintain greater control over their businesses

    Connect with Pixxxie:

    Spicy https://allmylinks.com/pixxxielarue

    Social Media Twitter/X - @wee_pixxxie

    Social Media

    Tiktok - @wee.pixxxie.larue

    Podcast info:

    Support the show Newsletters for podcast and books: https://subscribepage.io/ruanwillow

    Connect with Podcast Host Ruan Willow: https://linktr.ee/RuanWillow

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    Books Mentioned in the Episode:

    Award wining novel that won first place in the 2026 Golden Pigtail Awards: John Gives His Wife Hot Adventures https://books.ruanwillowauthor.com/johngiveshiswifehotadventures

    Fancy Gets Spanked on the Beach https://books.ruanwillowauthor.com/fancygetsspannkedonthebeach

    Copyright 2025 Pink Infinity Publishing LLC, All rights Reserved.
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    1 hr and 15 mins
  • Female Female Sex Scene Rekindling Their College Hookup Days

    Female Female Sex Scene Rekindling Their College Hookup Days
    May 26 2026

    Season 6, Episode 748: Female Female Sex Scene Rekindling Their College Hookup Days from Ruan's new Dark Romance Suspense Thriller Novel Beach House Views!

    A gripping story of desire loaded with lust, betrayal, and survival where nothing is truly as it seems. Love can turn dark when obsession takes over. As a nightmare unfolds that violates Juniper and Bridge's freedom, the threat comes as someone they never expected.

    Get Ruan Willow's new dark romance suspense thriller fiction novel "Beach House Views" for only $0.99 (for a limited time only) universal link https://mybook.to/beachhouseviews

    ⁠https://books.ruanwillowauthor.com/beachhouseviewsbook

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    20 mins
  • The Raw Truth about Sex Work, Shame, and Autonomy with Ex-Webcam Girl and Author Breezie Axelrod

    The Raw Truth about Sex Work, Shame, and Autonomy with Ex-Webcam Girl and Author Breezie Axelrod
    May 22 2026
    Season 6, Episode 747: The Raw Truth about Sex Work, Shame, and Autonomy with Ex-Webcam Girl and Author Breezie Axelrod. What happens when a woman loses everything — her financial stability, her family support, even access to her own bank accounts — and the only thing left is her body and her will to survive? The Webcam Girl Next-Door is Breezie Axelrod's raw, unapologetic memoir detailing how she went from full-time caregiver to webcam performer after her father's sudden abduction and a devastating family betrayal left her financially stranded. No ID. No recent work history. No safety net. What followed wasn't fantasy — it was survival. Told through her real, unfiltered journal entries, Breezie documents the emotional, sexual, and psychological realities of entering the webcam world out of desperation. The book pulls back the curtain on digital intimacy, power dynamics, shame, empowerment, and the complicated truth behind subscription-based adult platforms. This isn't a glamorized "sex work success" story. It's messy. Vulnerable. Sometimes dark. Sometimes funny. And fiercely honest about what it means to monetize desire when the alternative is losing everything. Get the book "The Webcam Girl Next-Door" (affiliate link): https://amzn.to/4utjCPh Topics: – The raw realities of webcam performance – What people get wrong about online sex work – Survival sex vs. empowerment narratives – Digital intimacy and the illusion of control – Family betrayal and rebuilding from nothing Emotional connection is often more valuable than explicit content, men who wanted to participate often just wanted a genuine human connection. From Caregiver to Webcam Performer Memoir Independence and Platform Evolution Connecting with Regulars Beyond the Sexual Respecting Different Sexual Preferences Setting Boundaries in Sex Work Business Struggling Without Resources and Support Pioneering Women's Advertising Network Online Long Distance Connection and Heartbreak Cultural Shame Around Sexuality Why Women Cheat, Men Cheat, and Repression of Desires and the real harm of denying our human sexuality Fighting for Sexual Empowerment and Independence Powerful Men Protected by Wealth and Influence want to control women who are making money off themselves as entrepreneurs Society's Unsustainable System Will Collapse Women's Rights and Respect in Relationships Why Women Leave and Men Need to Evolve Projection? Perceptions? Insights. Shame, and Sexual Repression in Society Women Are Giving Up on Men Women do not mutilate yourself and cripple your pleasure! Keep all those genital parts for maximal pleasure. Don't steal your own enjoyment by doing harmful alterations to your genitals. Beach House Views, Dark Romance Stalker Suspense Thriller by Ruan Willow: Get Ruan Willow's new dark romance suspense thriller fiction novel "Beach House Views" for only $0.99 (for a limited time only) universal link https://mybook.to/beachhouseviews ⁠Support the show and get exclusive content⁠ Sign up for Ruan's Newsletters ⁠https://subscribepage.io/ruanwillow The Arousal Package Novella witch story: https://books.ruanwillowauthor.com/thearousalpackage Universal link: https://mybook.to/thearousalpack Ryze coffee use code podna15 to get 15% OFF at (affiliate) https://www.ryzesuperfoods.com/ Get 10% OFF ENTIRE ORDER (min. purchase $69, no usage limits) with code RUANWILLOW10 on pleasure sex toys at https://www.kiiroo.com/ https://offers.feeliate.com/to92wTJh Affiliate link, collect your body's health and sexual health info with a wearable device for men from Firm Tech 15% OFF with code ruan15 ⁠⁠https://myfirmtech.com/ruanwillow⁠ Ruan's Book: Beach House Views: https://books.ruanwillowauthor.com/beachhouseviewsbook https://mybook.to/beachhouseviews Copyright Pink Infinity Publishing 2026. All Rights Reserved.
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    1 hr and 5 mins
  • Adam Darrow, From Threesomes to Ethical Non-Monogamy, One Man's Journey Beyond Jealousy and Societal Induced Shame

    Adam Darrow, From Threesomes to Ethical Non-Monogamy, One Man's Journey Beyond Jealousy and Societal Induced Shame
    May 19 2026

    This is a replay to get the video version of the episode onto podcast apps that previously only had the audio version.

    Season 6, Episode 746: From Threesomes to Non-Monogamy: One Man's Journey Beyond Jealousy and Shame with author Adam Darrow about his edgy, honest, and raw memoir "Seek the Risk" (affiliate link) https://amzn.to/3KrboVR

    This was an enlightening conversation and one many should listen to. Expanding our boundaries may seem difficult, and it doesn't pan out for everyone, but either way, valuble lessons are learned about oneself, one's limitations become clearer when faced with new challenges, and what we are willing to do for love becomes obvious. A question to ask yourself, well, more than one, what cultural shame is holding you back? Why should we allow culture to decide what is acceptable and what isn't? Would you ever stare normalcy in the face and give it the finger and do what you want? Even if it cost you relationships? Can you withstand the heat of a cultural assault from a judgmental mob of societal norm enforcers? (even if they are your friends and family?) Or would you just stand up tall, point your chin up, and say FU and just do it?

    When Adam Darrow met Jane at forty, he thought he was the adventurous one. After all, he'd spent his twenties competing in extreme sports and had explored threesomes—that made him pretty edgy, right? Then Jane, a PhD psychologist who spoke five languages, told him she didn't do boyfriends (and she meant it). Drawing from his background in extreme sports, Darrow spent two and a half years transitioning into non-monogamy, followed by three challenging years of emotional work before finding equilibrium.

    The journey wasn't easy. He didn't think he could do it. When his partner Jane publicly announced their arrangement on Facebook in 2009, Darrow watched his life wildly transform. His best friend called him derogatory names. But over time, he discovered something unexpected: jealousy could be channeled into motivation to become a better partner. What initially felt emasculating became an opportunity to overcome deep-seated insecurities like imposter syndrome and validation-seeking.

    His memoir chronicles this transformative experience through vulnerable storytelling that includes explicit extreme sexual details and uncomfortable emotional truths, as well as healing and growth. How did keeping emotions bottled up nearly break him? The book explores that question while advocating for moving beyond societal shame around sexuality, relationship conformity, and focusing on personal authenticity rather than rigid beliefs about relationships.

    Estimated Timeline: Adam Darrow's Journey Into Non-Monogamy
    00:03:40 - PhD Psychologist with Unconventional Past
    00:06:43 - Extreme Sports Skills Applied to Non-Monogamy
    00:09:13 - Separating Sex from Emotion in Relationships
    00:19:57 - Managing Jealousy Through Don't Ask, Don't Tell
    00:22:26 - From Jealousy to Compersion in Open Relationships
    00:25:11 - Breaking Through Shame and Choosing Each Other
    00:28:42 - Walking the Beach: Questioning My Limits, book excerpt
    00:33:17 - Understanding Nesting Couples and Non-Monogamy
    00:39:43 - Letting Go of Control in Relationships
    00:46:22 - Vulnerability and Authenticity in Memoir Writing
    00:51:51 - Writing the Book and Her Reaction
    00:58:17 - Identity Beyond Sexual Acts, sexuality
    01:06:44 - Overcoming Jealousy Through Personal Growth
    01:11:27 - Healthy vs Unhealthy Jealousy in Relationships

    Connect with Adam Darrow:

    • Link to the books website www.seektherisk.net
    • Substack seektherisk.substack.com
    • Email for folks to contact Adam at adam@seektherisk.net
    • insta: @seektherisk

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    1 hr and 23 mins
  • Fated Mates and Spicy Scenes: A Deep Dive into Paranormal Shifter Romance Writing with Author Adeline Bryant

    Fated Mates and Spicy Scenes: A Deep Dive into Paranormal Shifter Romance Writing with Author Adeline Bryant
    May 15 2026

    Season 6, Episode 745: Fated Mates and Spicy Scenes: A Deep Dive into Paranormal Shifter Romance Writing with Author Adeline Bryant, plus excerpt from Adeline's Book "Fated", narrated by podcast host and narrator Ruan Willow. The excerpt is at the end, but also it is its own episode on the podcast in episode 744.

    Author Bio:

    Author's website. https://addiewrotethat.com/ Get the book "Fated" (affiliate link) https://amzn.to/4uhcQvP

    Adeline Bryant is an award-winning indie author of emotionally raw stories that explore identity, belonging, and the cost of choice. Armed with a doctorate in education and an endless supply of imagination, she's always been fascinated by the transformative power of stories and the bonds they create.

    Adeline lives in Minneapolis, MN, with her husband and their two feline overlords. When she's not writing, she can usually be found devouring books, rocking her signature red lipstick, and shamelessly belting out Taylor Swift songs. She firmly believes that every great story deserves a bottle of wine and a healthy dose of magic (and smut)

    Discussion Topics:

    Romance Author, Indie Author, Honey And Jalapeno Book Fair, Minneapolis, Paranormal Romance, Fated Mates, Male-Male Romance, Book Excerpt, Character Development, World Building, Writing Process, Emotional Storytelling, Indie Publishing, Book Events, Creative Writing, Author Interviews, Writing Community, Smut In Romance, Character Arcs, Storytelling Techniques

    Quotes from Adeline Bryant

    "I think it's really healing for especially women to read these kinds of things."

    "Just do things. Keep reading. Keep reading smutty books."

    Summary:

    Adeline discusses her debut novel, "Fated", a paranormal romance featuring wolf shifters and a spicy male-male love story between an alpha wolf and a beta. Discover what inspired her to transition from reading thrillers to writing romance, the importance of including sensuality in storytelling, and the challenges of indie publishing. Adeline also reveals her unique approach to world-building and how her characters came to life. She wrote a bible for the world the wolves live in!


    As we prepare for the upcoming Honey and Jalapeno Book Fair in Minnesota, Adeline shares exciting details about her character-inspired candle collaboration and the immersive experience she aims to create for her readers. Enjoy the chat about the transformative power of stories, the joy of indie publishing, and the importance of embracing creativity. Just gotta dive in and write that book!

    Ruan's Book:

    Beach House Views: https://books.ruanwillowauthor.com/beachhouseviewsbook https://mybook.to/beachhouseviews

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    1 hr and 26 mins