What does it look like to chase fame, validation, and success only to realize the very thing you thought would fulfill you is destroying you from the inside out? And can God really redeem a life marked by shame, addiction, brokenness, and regret?

In Episode 57 of SeeKing Podcast, we sit down with Joshua Broome for one of the most honest and powerful conversations we’ve had yet. Joshua opens up about growing up without a father, the deep desire to be seen and affirmed, and how that search for identity eventually led him into the adult film industry, where he became one of the top male p*rn stars in the world.

But behind the fame, money, attention, and public image was a man battling emptiness, isolation, confusion, and hopelessness. Joshua shares the painful reality of what life looked like behind the scenes: struggling with misplaced identity, feeling trapped by shame, wrestling with suicidal thoughts, and believing his life could never amount to anything good.

What begins as a conversation about p*rnography and fame quickly unfolds into a deeper discussion about father wounds, masculinity, purpose, temptation, spiritual warfare, addiction, identity, repentance, marriage, and the transforming power of the Gospel.

We also talk about how culture normalizes p*rnography while ignoring its spiritual and emotional consequences. Why are so many people searching for validation in sex, fame, relationships, and achievement? What happens when shame becomes your identity? And how does Jesus restore someone who feels too far gone to be redeemed?

Along the way, Joshua shares how God completely transformed his life, redeemed his story, restored his purpose, and showed him that freedom is actually possible. This episode is a reminder that no amount of brokenness is beyond the reach of God’s grace.

This conversation is raw, vulnerable, and deeply honest. It’s about confronting sin without losing sight of redemption, understanding the deeper wounds beneath addiction, and discovering that Jesus still changes lives today.

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What happens after leaving behind fame, money, lust, and the life you thought would satisfy you? What does healing actually look like when the cameras turn off and the testimony becomes real life?

In Episode 56 of SeeKing Podcast, we sit down with Nala Ray and Jordan Giordano for one of the most raw and vulnerable conversations we’ve had yet. What begins as a discussion about wealth and surrender quickly unfolds into a deeper conversation about identity, trauma, marriage, spiritual warfare, grief, shame, healing, and what it actually costs to follow Jesus.

Nala opens up about walking away from O*lyF*ns after making millions of dollars and the painful reality that followed. Together, Nala and Jordan share the unseen side of their story: the pressure of public attention, the emotional aftermath of leaving behind a former life, online harassment, brokenness inside their marriage, losing friendships, family tragedy, and feeling like people cared more about the headline than their healing.

We also talk about the tension between worldly success and spiritual fulfillment. Can someone gain everything the world offers and still feel empty? Why do so many people chase money, validation, lust, and fame, hoping it will heal something deeper? And what does it mean to become truly “rich in Christ” instead of rich in the eyes of the world?

Along the way, the conversation touches on suffering, repentance, temptation, purity, loneliness, marriage struggles, identity in Christ, church culture, spiritual attacks, forgiveness, and learning to trust God when life feels crushing.

This episode is not about presenting a polished testimony or pretending the Christian life is easy. It’s about honestly confronting pain, surrendering the past, and discovering that Jesus is still faithful in the middle of weakness, grief, confusion, and restoration.

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What happens when faith collides with uncertainty? Can someone deeply love Jesus while still wrestling with theology, suffering, hell, church tradition, and the nature of truth itself?

In Episode 55 of SeeKing Podcast, we sit down with artist and thinker Mogli the Iceburg for one of the most layered conversations we’ve had yet. What begins as a discussion about culture, Scripture, and the modern church slowly unfolds into a deeper exploration of suffering, free will, salvation, tradition, eternity, lust, identity, and what it means to pursue truth with humility instead of fear.

Mogli shares his story growing up around Christianity while wrestling with difficult questions many believers quietly carry: Why does God allow suffering? Are we saved by perfect theology? What happens when denominations disagree? Is the Bible enough on its own—or are we missing the historical and cultural context surrounding it? And how do we remain grounded when everyone online claims to have “the truth”?

We also talk about the tension between certainty and humility. Can someone hold firm convictions while remaining open-handed? Is doubt always dangerous—or can honest wrestling lead us deeper into dependence on God? What happens when Christians confuse confidence with clarity?

Along the way, the conversation touches church history, the authority of Scripture, eternal conscious torment, lust, transformation, heaven, identity, holiness, and the danger of reducing faith into tribal camps instead of seeking Christ Himself.

This episode is not about arriving at easy answers. It’s about learning how to seek truth faithfully while remembering that theology is ultimately meant to lead us toward love: loving God with all our heart, soul, mind, and strength.

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